So the other day, yesterday, I weighed myself, 102 goodnews! The last time I went to the doctors was about two weeks ago and I hadn’t weighed myself since then. Well, before I was 109 and now I’m 102 which is good. Very good
I binged two days in between though so it could have been better
I was skinny this morning and woke up on time, 6:15, even though it was a saturday. I was the first one ip and took advantage of the time. I skimmed around on word press and checked various things that needed checking. I came across a post which was talking about how eating before noon will be better than eating after noon (Anagrad’s blog — see blogroll). Anyways I was skeptical and thought I would just be really hungry later. So I had two bowls of cereal and two bowls of yogurt and I was happy as can be, until around 6pm… Oh and I had a bag of sour patch kids in between. Any ways, I binged today and i guess that means it didn’t work. Well it was truthful. I stayed skinny until I started bibgeing but in the long run you could call it bad. I’m the only one who doesn’t believe in god in my family so while they’re off at church I’m going to be home alone, I’m
Scared to weigh myself though. The scale is in my patents room so I can only do it when I’m alone of everyones completely preoccupied. I’ll probably stick to the regular diet from now on though.
I read this little fact off my iPod that whenyou smell apples or bananas it makes you lose weight. I just got an apple reed diffuser today, wish me luck
I went shopping alot today. I went to: ulta, bed bath and beyond, best buy, ac Moore, famous footware, dsw, and shoppers. I got make up and shoes but the thingbim most excited about is my new wacom bamboo fun tablet. It’s so much fun to use!! Any way enough boring. Back to real life…
I think I can officially call myself bisexual, or at least bi-curious. I don’t know, I don’t think iv ever really LOVED guys. I had a boyfriend in when I was 10., but since then I haven’t felt the sand way about anyone I don’t think. Guy wise for sure. Recently iv been looking at like pictures of keira knightley and Olivia Wilde, and I think I do kind of feel something. I mean maybe j just admire them like a girl crush or something or I’m inspired by them but I’m still not totally sure. Sometimes I think about kissing girls or just like cuddling and doing couple things and it seems pretty nice. Idk, I guess maybe the past year or so has really been the begining of all these feelings. If you’re reading this and you have a comment or feel the same way I would love to know! I’m just a little confused right now so… Yeah.
Oh and my gay friend has subtley asked me if I was saying “it would be so cool if you were a lesbian, then you could be my fag hag.” you had to be there to truly know he was hinting.
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